sebutir MUTIARA putih yang terus bersinar.: February 2009

I'm Glad I Finally Found A Sweet Song.

It's Lenka's song. The title is 'The Show'. It is one of the song that included in the 'Ugly Betty'. The song is really smooth and like a lullaby. Lenka sang the song very well. Her voice is delightful! I love her voice! And she is also very cutie and pretty. Love to see her face. You all should find the mp3 of the song or just view the video clip through You Tube. And for now, I just want to share the lyric of the song. Enjoy!

Lenka

The Show lyrics

I'm just a little bit

Caught in the middle

Life is a maze

And love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

I can't do it alone

(I've tried)

And I don't know why

Slow it down

Make it stop

Or else my heart is going to pop

'Cuz it's too much

Yeah, it's a lot

To be something I'm not

I'm a fool

Out of love

'Cuz I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit

Caught in the middle

Life is a maze

And love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

I can't do it alone

(I've tried)

And I don't know why

I am just a little girl

Lost in the moment

I'm so scared

But don't show it

I can't figure it out

It's bringing me down

I know

I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot

In the sky

Just like a giant spotlight

The people follow the sign

And synchronize in time

It's a joke

Nobody knows

They've got a ticket to that show

Yeah

I'm just a little bit

Caught in the middle

Life is a maze

And love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

I can't do it alone

(I've tried)

And I don't know why

I am just a little girl

Lost in the moment

I'm so scared

But don't show it

I can't figure it out

It's bringing me down

I know

I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Oh oh

Just enjoy the show

Oh oh

I'm just a little bit

Caught in the middle

Life is a maze

And love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

I can't do it alone

(I've tried)

And I don't know why

I am just a little girl

Lost in the moment

I'm so scared

But I don't show it

I can't figure it out

It's bringing me down

I know

I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Dum de dum

Dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

Dum de dum

Dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back

Just enjoy the show

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Oh. I was just delighted first after checking my Advertlets account of this blog. After a very long time, now it has reached to RM1.00++! What a relieved! It is really tired to wait for it to reach to that amount. I do not know when could I get RM50. Huhu. However, I just feel greatful and thankful to God for this 'rejeki'. I will make sure that the money will grop up and up and up. Oh. Actually I don't entertain much from the money. I just love when you guys drop by my blog! So, do come here. Thank you all. I love you all so very much! =)

Stealing?

Pity my friend. She has been accused by her own room mate for stealing. Her room mate lost one of her stuff. And for no reason, she decided to put the blame on my friend. My friend told me that she was really sad and shocked and disappointed at the same time because of the accusation by her own room mate. I feel sorry for her. I don't think she did the stealing because I have once been her room mate before in Matrix. I have no problem at that time. I have lost nothing except for my first Sony Ericsson Z550i phone which has been stolen by someone.

Back to my story. As far as I concern, my friend is well behave person. I know her well and we are quite close. I couldn't stop thinking on how could her own room mate accused her. The worst thing is that her room mate didn't ask my friend first but told the stealing problem to somebody else in front of her. She said from far but loud : "Muka cantik. Tapi mencuri.." . Oh. Tolonglah perempuan. Kenapa bodoh sangat? If I were you, I would never accused my own room mate la. Poor la that girl.

If she was my room mate and thing like this happen to me, I'll just go direct to her and say,

"Eh mengong! Kau neh tak fikir ka? Takkan la aku nak mencuri barang rumet aku sendiri?! Ukeh la. Kalau aku mencuri pun, So What???! At least aku cantik. Nasib baik aku tak macam kau. Sudahlah tak cantik, buruk, bodoh pulak. Dahtu menuduh orang. Mengata lagi. Nasib baik la aku tak macam kau."

That is it! I will never give a face to anybody like that! Poor stingy dull dumb people. Huh! Thank God I have a very understanding and good and responsible and sweet room mate. (Puji da neh. Nak samosa! =P) I hope that I will not have any intention to put a blame on my room mate and same goes from her. I'll keep the realationship we have tight and safe.

So, to my ever dearest friend, just be patient, okay? Learn from mistake. She is not a person that you should put your trust onto. Do something to prove that you are wrong. InsyaAllah, Allah will always be by your side, always be beside those who are right. I believe in you. Always do. Take care.

I Like Him Once Before. For No Reason. And I Stop Liking Him. For No Reason. And That Is It. The End. I Do Not Like You.

I am not pointing this post to anybody in particular. I just feel like posting about it. And yet, I' thinking of something in common. Fuh! The life is too hard to be true. Ainun, LOVE and LIKE are totally different. But you know, people always thought they were same. Ainun said that LOVE != LIKE. I agree. Love and like are two different feelings that we could never differentiate it in a short time. It is really hard to explain about those two feelings. Very hard. Like Amirol said, 'it is easy to like someone, but it's hard to accept somebody else'. Oh. I don't really understand it. But so far as I concern, I understand that feeling is natural. Tidak dapat dicipta dan tidak dapat dimusnahkan. Tidak boleh dipaksa dan tidak boleh merelakan. These are feelings to me.

So, I just hope that all of you could choose the perfect feeling for yourself. It is not about choosing to choose, but it is about choosing to decide. Don't make it hard. Accept things happily. Never dream to regret things. You'll be fine. Believe me.

A Perfect Yesterday. =)

I was just ♥LOVE♥ yesterday! It was just PERFECT! Haha.Oh. Not really. I was having a test - SE test at Sultan Ismail Mosque (Ainun told me it was Sultan Iskandar Mosque! Haha!). The test was began at 9.20a.m. Malas mahu cerita panjang. The test was totally a dull. A big one. A shame one. So, some of us decided to go and have some fun after the test. First, Ainun planned to watch for a movie at City Square. However, after thinking about it over and over again, we decide to just go to Jaya Jusco Taman Universiti. So, it means that we are not going for any movie. It's just okay with both of us.

So, Ainun, Fadh, Ejat, Nik and me walked along the way from the mosque to the bus stop and wait for the bus to come. That was it. We didn't wait long for the bus to come. Just after we reached the bus stop, the bus came from nowhere and fetched us up. Unfortunately, the bus were full. So, we have to stand at the very front of the bus. Standing, okay? Nik didn't took the first bus. She waited for her boy friend. Hehe. Bahasa baik tau Nik. Aha.

Dipendekkan cerita, we reached there and first had our lunch at Johnny's Restaurant inside the JJ. It was my first time eating there. I ate Nasi Ayam BBQ. But I couldn't finished it all. I gave it to Pa'e who came after a time together with Fara and Sue. Ah. The waitress were just too kind and friendly. Love them! And, Ejat ate a lot. She helped me out finishing my sweet chocolate ice cream that came along with the Nasi Ayam BBQ and tom yam soup and Thai tea. I didn't drink the Thai tea. But I ate the tom yam soup happily. Hehe. The taste was good. Really good.

After that, we started our shopping. Honestly, it was my SHOPPING DAY ever! I never had my shopping like I did yesterday. I bought things that I kinda like most. And I made a new JCard of my own! It cost me at RM12 for the card. Ainun and Fara did it too. I love the fitting room at the men's side. Ejat, Fadh and me enjoy fitting the room ourselves. Haha. At last, we did bought things that we tried up before at the fitting room; except for Ejat. She refused to buy things except for those comics and novel. Haha. Ejat.. Ejat.. Eh, Ejat! Don't forget to lend me the novel, alright?

Ainun, Fara, Sue and Pa'e continue shopping at Giant not far away from JJ. I went back to KP with Fadh and Ejat by bus. We were so grateful to get a PERDANA bus. Hehe. It was so tired but fun though.

Late at night......

'He won the game. His team won. They did well. They were the champion. He is my champion. Well, they deserved to win. They really did. So, CONGRATULATIONS! And don't forget to get me the gold medal, okay? I just can't wait for it. I'm happy for him. He was happy. Me too. Thanks, football for the happiness.'

And that was the compliment of my yesterday's perfectness. And I love it. I felt alive. I hope I could live in it FOREVER. Alhamdulillah. Thank you, Allah.

Big Bonanza!!

I was just received a new award given by Adah. The award is all in words and there were sweet words. It was cute and I love it. Thanks a lot to Adah!

So, in order to show some appreciation to my other beloved friends; just like Adah did, I would be fully glad passing this award to :

Adah si chantek. I neva want to lose you.
AINUN my roomate.
AMIRAH my beloved sis.
AMIN my 'ganu ganu' course mate.
HAJAR BALKHIS my ever adorable friend.
XYLENE my sweet little classmate.
HIDAYAT my pretty old friend.
NIK my delicious 'mee goreng' friend.
DAYAH my greeny and 1st person who followed me into the failure of getting the license.
AMIROL my once-to-be-partner friend.

Alright! That's all. I would like to past it too the other of you. However, I think that I'll find another award for you guys. And remember! It's not like I have to give you award to show my appreciation. Once you are my friend, I'll forever appreciate you in my heart. I love all of you guys! =)

It's Ukeh. I'll Wait Forever.

Susah sangat ka nak beritahu kat aku?
Leceh ka?
Aku memang tade peluang untuk tahu lebih awal?
Nak simpan berapa lama?
Sampai bila?
Tidak mengapa.
Aku tunggu..
Sehingga kau mahu beritahu.
Jika tidak..
Pun tidak mengapa.
=)

Software Engineer.

“A scientist builds in order to learn; an engineer learns in

order to build.”

— Fred Brooks

I Am Into Yuki Kato! =)

We Are Pious. We Believe We Are Good.

I had some conversations with two of my course mates - Nabilah and Shahira today, on our way back to KP. The topic is more about this pious thing and added with some religion stuff. We agreed on most of the opinion that each of us contributed. We found out that this pious thing with pious people have something to do with a demand thinking and annoying sense. And then that it where the story begin.

Most of us see that those who wear big scarf (tudung) are very well behave and are common to be called 'pious'. Oh. Not only that. Addition with those who wear 'songkok haji' and walking straight forward with heads down and sometimes got bumped into things around them. You know what I mean. They are well behave, I believe. The thing is that are they really that type of person that we all think? I don't know. But it seems like not all of them are meant to be that way. Only fews of them are.

It's true. My oldest sister once told me a story about her old friend where she met once at her batch reunion last month at Gunung Ledang, if I'm not mistaken. One night, she went to each chalet and asked for them whether they would like to join the other members to have some chatting - about life, study, problems, and etc. Then, suddenly her friend pushed her away and closed the door while mumbling a word. A mean one. "Sorry! We don't eat our own relatives' flesh." Oh. What on earth was she thinking at that particular time? My sister didn't said that there will be any bad stuff talking. Bukan mengumpatlah! That was it! How silly a pious person could be when it goes to face a thing like that. Very narrow thinking!

Please. I'm not saying that all pious people are bad. I did believe they are good. Very good and well-respected. But somehow, I believe too that there are some of them who don't act like they are. You know. You couldn't force other people to be like you. To follow you with your own way. And If you still want to be like you, you have to do it in a right way! There are lots of right ways to get them with you. Don't just take it so simple. Bear in mind, people. We are not all noble. We are just normal. And we need a time to be an extra normal person. Don't force people to follow you. If you think that you are good enough to be followed, then behave like one! I am very sure that there will be at least a person that might follow you. Oh. I will too. I admit.

So, please again. Think before you do something. People will talk about you here and there and they will judge you all over before they could believe in you. I'm not a good person but I've dream to be one. And I'll try. Of course, in a right way. InsyaAllah.

Quick Review 1 - Tips On How to Win A Boy's Heart.

Tip 01 :
Accommodate With Each Other's Love Feelings.

Satisfaction And The Opposite.

I feel really angry and sad and 'geram'! Huh! There was a time when suddenly my blood started to roll over all my body from feet to head. Oh. I didn't know about his secret that I think I should know! Ah. Malas sje nak cakap banyak. Buat sakit hati. Let it be like it used to be. The most important thing that I know is, I kinda hate this day and I'm angry with him! Really! Fuh! Wutever!

I've submitted the paper work and the disk of the HCI Assignment 2 just now in the class. I'm glad that the lecturer finally said yes to my group paper work. Well, it was our last minute work, seriously. We started the analysis last night at about 8.30p.m (with Hong only). After Ainun returned back to room, the three of us work hard together get the work done. As I could remember, the time was about 2.45a.m. It was a good - a very good ending, I guess. And we satisfied with the work.

And now, it's time to start doing some revision on COA and SE since both subject will provide a test each this week. COA (tomorrow night) and SE (Saturday morning). So, tunggu ape lagi? Hehe. I better stop now. Pray for me. =)

Alhamdulillah.

Alhamdulillah. Finally, I've done with my HCI assignment 2, regardless of whether the lecturer will approve it or not. I don't care. What I know is that I am satisfied with the working. It was very well done. Ohoho. 5 stars to our group! Haha.

Ah. I like our storyboard the most. It is really cool and very colourful. We think hard together on how to make the storyboard as a friendly-user one as it can be. Well, though it takes quite a long time, we finally finished it with satisfaction at the end.

So, we just need to be prepared for the presentation. Maybe we will be the chosen want tomorrow. Hoho. And now it's ticking me to shiver. Oh. I don't care. I'm quite happy with it.

So, time to sleep! Sayonara. Nite! -_-

P/S : Adi, sorry to keep you wait for so long and make you sleep. =(

Mengapakah Terjadi?

Hem. Aku pun tatau mengapa terasa sangat sangat sangat tidak senang hati sepanjang hari neh. hari yang betul-betul memenatkan aku. Fizikal dan mental. Ah. Semalam tidur agak lewat menyiapkan TITAS yang sudah lama tertangguh. Alhamdulillah, walaupun tidur agak lewat, tapi aku berjaya jugak siapkan semuanya. Ingatkan kena submit hari neh. Tapi ternyata tidak. Dia suruh kitorg submit dan present pada minggu selepas ujian. Oh. Minggu depan ada ujian. Harap-harap mudah dan aku dapat jawab nanti.

Fikiran sangat bercelaru. Hati jadi sangat gundah. Perasaan berkecamuk. Aku rasa sangat tertekan. Assignment banyak sangatlah. Lepas satu, satu lagi kena siapkan. Yang leceh ape kurangnya. Terutama HCI. Suka mintak kitorg buat assignment yang agak mengarut. Geram sungguh aku. Dengan test yang beratur panjang sepanjang minggu ini dan minggu hadapan dan mungkin juga pada minggu berikutnya. Betul-betul dalam kekalutan dan kehausan waktu rehat. Cuti raya cina tu pun bukan dapat rehat sepenuhnya. Kepala tetap penuh dengan pelbagai sorotan assignment yang perlu diselesaikan.

Oh. Nak cerita tentang hari neh. Pagi bangun lambat. Sangat lambat bagi aku. Tak dapat nak dengar azan Subuh macam selalunya. Tidak tahu mengapa. Aku sangat kecewa. Tuh impresi pertama untuk hari ini. Ke kelas dengan keadaan yang kurang bermaya dan ngantuk dan tiada mood. Apsal tah. Ketidaktahuan yang menimbulkan sejuta persoalan. Memang sepanjang di bilik kuliah tadi, aku sangat mengantuk. Hari ini tak duduk bersama dengan Ainun. Duduk sebelah seorang teman berbangsa Cina (assignment group member). Ya Allah. Ngantuknya aku Allah sahaja yang tahu. Aku agak segan dengan Yen tuh. Dia pun ngantuk juga. Cuma keadaannya masih waras la. Haha. Memang aku tak tahan la tadi. Aku doa supaya habis kelas awal. Ah. Ainun pun ada doa juga supaya kelas habis awal sebelum masuk kelas tadi. Alhamdulillah. Doa kami termakbul.

Petang tadi pergi ke KTR untuk kokurikulum bola baling seperti minggu-minggu sebelumnya. Seperti biasa, aku lewat lagi. Tunggu bas dan jalan kaki amat membosankan dan memenatkan. Tambahan lagi mengejar masa yang berlalu dengan sangat pantas. Oh. Dunia sudah terasa kehangatannya. Tapi latihan tadi sangat seronok. Jumpa dengan rumet Jalilah. Eeh. terlupa nak beritahu. Tadi ada sedikit ujian kecil sebelum latihan bermula. Aku? Haha. Tidak pernah mengetahui tentang kewujudan nota yang diberi pada minggu kedua perjumpaan. Aku tidak dapat menghadirkan diri kerana sebab-sebab tertentu yang tidak dapat dielakkan. Jadi, kesimpulannya, aku menjawab soalan yang diberi dengan hanya meniru jawapan kawan yang lain. Peduli apa? Encik Mad Daud yang benarkan. Aku senang hati sedikit kerana Encik Mad Daud tahu nama aku dan cam muka aku. Dia kata, itu adalah kerana aku merupakan salah seorang pelajar perempuan yang tersesat di seksyen 05 (semuanya lelaki kecuali aku dan seorang lagi kawan perempuan).

Yang penting, petang tadi memang tiada bas yang menuju ke KP selepas jam 6. Aku sangat buntu. Namun, aku gagahkan diri menunggu di hadapan Fakulti Alam Bina bersama beberapa orang yang lain yang tidak langsung aku kenali. Setelah jam menunjukkan hampir jam 7.30, Jalilah menelefonku dan menawarkan perkhidmatan penghantaran pulang ke KP menaiki motornya yang dipos khas dari Pahang. Dia memang sangat baik hati! Dan dia juga sangat hebat dan arif dalam membawa motorsikal. Alhamdulillah. Sampai jugak aku di KP. Itupun telah telat. Lebih kurang 7.45.

Dan tadi, aku baru pulang dari perjumpaan pasar malam di bilik JKM dan membuat tempahan meja untuk MPP nanti. Oh. MPP yang menyerabutkan kepala aku dan teman-teman yang lain. Kami agak terkilan, tahu? Janganlah kami dipinggirkan dan disisihkan. Ini bukan sahaja dipinggirkan dan disisihkan, malah kami dibuang terus jauh-jauh. Kasihan kami. Kami sudah semangat tau. Tapi tidak mengapa. Kami redha. Kami mengalah. Kami percaya, semua ini pasti ada hikmah disebaliknya. Teman-teman, sabar, ye? Kita akan tetap sentiasa bersama walaupun perkara kecoh yang tidak penting ini terjadi kepada kita. Kita "Hot". Mereka "Nobody". Haha. Alhamdulillah. Yang penting, dan yang pasti, duit RM10 kami akan dapat digunakan dengan sebaiknya. Kami berjaya menempah meja! Meja aku? No. 17.

Ukeh la. Aku rasa seperti mahu menangis. Aku rasa aku tahu kenapa. Hem. Aku pergi nangis dulu. .........

OMG!

The internet is just too slow! Geram sungguh aku!

I Feel Like Hating.

I don't feel like posting all about my feelings but at the same time, I'm dying to keep it alone. Oh. Diary is not perfect enough for me. I need more. Not a satisfaction. Just another medium to show some feelings.

It happened twice since I came back to KP after a short break for the Chinese New Year. The incidents were almost the same. Hem. I do not know to whom I should really tell about this. It's quite hard to let somebody know the exact incidents. But apparently, I just hate to go through it again - anymore.

Sad things really make me weak and sad. Oh. I don't know how to cope it. I couldn't control myself for not being too sarcastic. LOL. Ah. I always talked about something that nobody could see the point. This is because I think that sometimes I don't have to mention about everything in public.

I want to write more. But Ainun kept looking at my screen. Hee! Ainun neh noty! Huhu. Later la.

I Got A New Award! And I Am Happy With It!

My cute little sis gave me an award from her elegance blog[Amirah]. Oh. I just love it! Very cute! =) And here it is.

Did you see the words in the UPPERCASE letter? Hehe. They were CRAZY, BEST! Aha. Both could describe mine - my blog. Bulih ka? Hehe. Whatever it is, I have just won it! Aha. So, I would like to pass this award to 4 lucky bloggers that I think suit for it.

The winners are : *drum roll*

Alright! That's all for this post. For those name listed, do take the award happily. Enjoy! Hihi.

I'm Back To KP!

Finally. I reached UTM in front of U5 at about 7++p.m. It's really hard to let Raihan go. Oh. She is so very cute. Cuter and cuter from day to day. Love. Hihi. Ah. I bought some 'ubi kayu' with 'sambal hijau' that I love most back with me. I ate it first with Ainun and Sue in my room. Ainun didn't really like the taste of the 'sambal hijau'. Eh. Not really the 'sambal hijau'. She said that it was just too spicy in her stomach. Haha. I don't care much. The most important is that I love it!

We had our project meeting at Dayah's and M's room after Isyak prayer at about 9.00p.m. We discussed more seriously. Hehe. I'm in the 'gee's group'! I can't wait to learn the new steps.

Opss!

Ah. Got to go. More assignments wait for me behind. Hehe. Till then. =)

Subhanallah..

Dlm sebuah hadis, ada menyebut perihal seekor syaitan yang duduk di atas pintu rumah. Tugasnya ialah untuk menanam keraguan di hati suami terhadap kesetiaan isteri di rumah dan keraguan di hati isteri terhadap kejujuran suami di luar rumah. Sebab itulah Rasulullah tidak akan masuk rumah sehingga Baginda mendengar jawaban salam dari isterinya. Di saat itu syaitan akan lari bersama-sama dengan salam itu.

Hikmat Ayat Al-Kursi mengikut Hadis-hadis:

1) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi bila berbaring di tempat tidurnya, Allah SWT mewakilkan dua orang Malaikat memeliharanya hingga subuh.

2) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir setiap sembahyang Fardhu,dia akan berada dalam lindungan Allah SWT hingga sembahyang yang lain.

3) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir tiap sembahyang, dia akan masuk syurga dan barang siapa membacanya ketika hendak tidur, Allah SWT akan memelihara rumahnya dan rumah-rumah disekitarnya.

4) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir tiap-tiap shalat fardhu, Allah SWT menganugerahkan dia setiap hati orang yang bersyukur, setiap perbuatan orang yang benar, pahala nabi2, serta Allah melimpahkan rahmat padanya.

5) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi sebelum keluar rumahnya, maka Allah SWT mengutuskan 70,000 Malaikat kepadanya - mereka semua memohon keampunan dan mendoakan baginya.

6) Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir sembahyang, Allah SWT akan mengendalikan pengambilan rohnya dan dia adalah seperti orang yang berperang bersama Nabi Allah sehingga mati syahid.

7) Barang siapa yang membaca ayat Al-Kursi ketika dalam kesempitan nescaya Allah SWT berkenan memberi pertolongan kepadanya.

Dari Abdullah bin 'Amr r.a.., Rasulullah S.A.W. bersabda,

'Sampaikanlah pesanku biarpun satu ayat...'

'Utamakan SELAMAT dan SEHAT untuk Dunia-mu, utamakan SHOLAT dan ZAKAT

untuk Akhirat-mu'

Subhanallah. .

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